fight night

2 weeks more... just 2... time really flies... though dis tyme... i hope its on my side... cos its somethin i dont have right now...

Tears From The Heavens

i say...

December to dismember.... hardly seen the sun for almost a week now... Tears from the Sun?... its been rainin heavily and everybody its at its mercy. The Heavens are cryin for us all... as the holidays draw near... i hope dat all will have a good tyme... i noe it wont b the same... but yea... im blessed by the december rain too... i miss it.... nite

Statement Under Fire

truth is... we never understood each others anger... each others pain... each others disappointment...

you just stopped talkin... you stopped makin me understand... and asked me to wait... and i did... cos of my love for you... my previous entry may have erupted your aggrovation... u dont have to hear my explaination... cos u noe it yourself... no personal attack involved...

you just stopped talkin... and i noe and u always say dat there's nothin important for me to noe... there's nothin for me to noe... i just need to noe the truth... wads really in your heart... lay it all on the table... face to face... take your time... i'll wait... if dere's anythin... i want to hear it from you and only you...

Takin some time out

im back... haven been home lately man... somehow everythin seems foreign... gotta get used to it i guess... so yea.. this entry will b kinda back dated so yea... heck its my blog =)

last day of papers, holidays... hell yea... finally no more muggin and stayin up late... but den again got projects la... dammit

yeap dat day was kinda fun... i mean really fun... went to party world wif the guys and den headed to oms place to wait for sheryl, fer and yvonne to get ready. In the meantime... me, joseph, oms, fungfung, daph and john had the chivas life. Half the bottle gone. Everyone was pumped. Had McDs and damn the Mcspicy was super SPICY MAN!!!! i like!!!!!.... its like the first tyme ever la... thaNX to oms mom for treatin us...lol =x

after dinner went straight to ATTICA and hehe... yeap... the night began... comments on ATTICA... kinda small the dance floor... but the burban coke was the bomb... i dunno if its burban coke or burban whisky but oh my... i got pumped... went to the dancefloor wif the guys for awhile...took alot of pics and had a fair tyme... 1 plus... we all left for MOS cos joseph wanted to go and yea... everybody wanted to go so nvm... y not... V.I.P list thanx to yvonne's cuz... reached MOS and thats where all the fun started... haha... vodka ribena was shared... MY LOVE and GIVE IT UP TO ME was played... how could i complain... =)

danced all the way till 3 plus... den went home... well i didnt go home of cos but the rest did... so yea... cool nite... hehe

after dat nite... i kinda disappeared from a few of my frens and im sori... and now im back... so yea... its been quite awhile since i came home too... mom didnt say anythin so i take it that she understands... sori for cancellin on you... ill make it up ya... =)

haven talked to her for quite awhile.
avoidance? anger? disappointment?
even wen i didnt do anythin wrong,
i just feel bumped...
naivity, soft hearted?...
maybe its just me...
but it describes me so well...
im proud dat i am wad i am now
cos no man and i mean no man,
can blanket patience all over himself like me
the hurt, the pain, nobody really can feel it
unless their me...

??? : "its amazing how a person can take so much... are you even human fiq?"

=) i bleed, i die... so yea...im human... im as human as you are...

nites eveybody... fiq's back so just gimme a call... promise to answer... =x

time will heal all dats broken

yea... hi ... its me... AGAIN...

today had revision lectures and all... had some misunderstandings and yea... everythin was kinda heated... but at the end of the day... i just want things to go back... my jeans suddenly became somethin unpopular... -_- lol ouhwell... head down to east coast for dinner wif the guys... slacked dere for quite awhile... den went straight home...

results came in... i cracked a rib... dats damn sad... i cant beleive it... so yea... sori to disappoint those hu counted on me but i cant go on... looks like the rest have to go on without me... well at least can concentrate on mid sem.. still... im devastated...

my fights

been a really long tiring day man... woke up early and thought of meetin hafiz but in the end i was not needed...lol...damn u... well at least i manage to get more sleep cos i slept quite late the other night...

totally ignored every calls and msges... needed to get my game on... well was hopin she would msg me but..lol ouh well... she's caught up wif things aniwaes... so yea... all i had was me today...

went down alone... found out i was almost the last one to go... bloody hell... LOL but hey... at least i get more time to prepare... met alot of talented guys dere... and interestingly... lol 2 other guys were also using TKD/Muay Thai too... hehe... but not in the same class so... yea...

watched a few fights... den after dat it was my turn finally... found out i was quite unlucky cos i needed to go against 2 guys dat day... Akido and Junjitsu... first match was not bad... lol... didnt get a scratch... =) he was done for in 2 min i think... bwahaha... (sori but im not evil... just happy =) )

den rested for another 2 hours... okae dis match was really the most farked up match ever man.... (finally fiq said a vulgarity in his blog -_-) i really am quite cautious goin against Akido dudes cos... damn... dey will twist ur every joint past pain to just sheer... ARGGGHHH!!!! ...lol

fight was quite lengthy... 7 min plus... but in the end... yea yea... =) won again... but bad news man... that guy got me good... bloody hell... dad fetched me den went straight to mum's workplace... found out dat my right wrist is thrashed, my ribs are bruised and i got a bloody cut on my left eye... thanx arh... -_- heh and mom's really pissed... She was like... WHAT HAPPENED????.... me being "honest" lol replied... I FELL.... (im such a bad liar -_-) hell she was pissed... lol... ya she found out la... cos my dad cant lie for nuts too... haha

just worried bout my wrist dat all... hope i can still continue next week... =)

yea... dats my tiring day...

ur words could make everythin more meaningful today...

DEcEmber 06

so... hehe yea... been quite lazy to blog but.. ouhwell... at least im here

thursday was cool cause the clique spend thier night at omar's crib dat day. Me, hui peng, fer, affandi and fungwee altogether. All were busy wif ANP and i was... well just smokin i guess... ny com cannot connect to the net... like wth la... and wen it finally did... my batt went out on me... honestly... i dunno y machines have dis tendency to not go my way wen im around dem... standard tix machines, my modem, my lappy, bloody hell the vending machines in korea too... its international i tell you!!!... curse you mechanical scum!!!!!!!!!!! lol... kk ill stop

aniwaes after everybody were done wif ANP we all took a break and had some drinks... well...lol hu am i kiddn... had some music... adam did some headspins... affandi driving aunty nuts... played the circle game thingy... lol YEAP it was all good. Actually i tot we would end up all night but sadly the next day we had skool so yea... to prevent anybody from gettin wasted i guess... so yea... we all went to sleep straight away... though i and hui peng oni slept at 7... wth!!! -_- freakin tired man... actually oni affandi and fer managed to sleep lo... piggies... =)

the next day went to skool for comskills, didnt go for lec cos v lazy... sori fer... heh after dat went PS and den to orchard emerald to meet thier supplier, Ms Fatty... lol i fell asleep waitin for her... -_- freakin hell took so long... after we're done we all head to holland V wif marcus too... it was fun...hehe Had alot of laughs and shit... yups... but den heading home was a bitch man... bloody hell... but ouh well... overall... alls good... especially the night at omar's =)

so yea... im done... ciao.. =)