thought fatigue

too tired to know wad is needed for me to look forward to for the future... truth is i cant answer all the questions you guys throw at me cos honestly... i dun have any...

too tired too look at the source cos first of all theyre my own blood... secondly... hell if i noe wads goin on cos nobody talks...

too tired to think about where life will take me wen school ends... cos honestly there aint much time... to stay or to go?... nah... dis time ill b the judge... not you and not anybody else... ill just have to make do cos time will lead me to it...

too tired to think about another crazy episode... cos im losing my mind and my energy...

too tired to think about handling dis alone... sadly im on my own... with only an angel to talk to... and dats you...

deres so much for me to tell you cos... youre always dere wen im really at my lowest point... yet ive always been a spectator in your life... and playin my own game in mine... watchin... waitin... with thoughts runnin through my mind... my mouths shuts... but my heart and my mind screams hysterically... too tired... to think... too... tired

unfortunately... i cant stop thinkin... about... that angel...