the day she's silenced... the day i mourn

almost forgotten... only rmbred till mom got soo quite since im home... and den i came to...

today is the day i... nvm the details...

hey... hope your doin fine up dere... its your big brother... =) its kinda weird bloggin bout u... cos i usually talk to u in my prayers... im sure your watchin us... all of us... mom... dad... and your 3 other idiotic bros... =) its funny but wen i talk abt you... i feel better... i remember... the things i said dat day... apparently nobody forgets...especially mom... but i noe... u've forgiven me... im sure youre happy up in the heavens... n i bet youre well taken care of... big bro rmbrs u... so does mom...

im sure uve seen the tough luck ive been in for the past half year... hope ur not laughin up dere!!... heh... ouhwell... say a prayer for me my little sister...cos i really need it... though we've never met... we'll b together someday... and u can meet mom... =)

i love you... forgive me nite

the beginning of my silence... till the 24th hour