i think ive got insomnia dammit... its frustrating and draining the livin outta me... im sooooo tired yet i cant sleep... reached home at 11am... been a long tyme since ive been out dat long... crazy day... and the rain certainly helped... it was freakin pourin and i had to strip down to avoid bein drenched... which is to no avail cos there wasnt much of a shelter from where we were...
had quite some time with the peeps from back den... and most of em are still the same... maybe wiser... less radical and for some... more slutty... which is... kinda freaky... lol...

its a record... 2 weeks... make dat 3 in case i lost count.... without proper sleep... my mind's been bombin a hell load of thoughts and the lack of sleep aint bein much of a fren either... WHY?!!!
its the freakin holidays for goodness sake!!...

the words from ms reena the other day still rings in my head... ' something tells me that u have already decided...'

have i?... if i had... THE HELL ISSIT?!!!... its killin me....