Takin some time out

im back... haven been home lately man... somehow everythin seems foreign... gotta get used to it i guess... so yea.. this entry will b kinda back dated so yea... heck its my blog =)

last day of papers, holidays... hell yea... finally no more muggin and stayin up late... but den again got projects la... dammit

yeap dat day was kinda fun... i mean really fun... went to party world wif the guys and den headed to oms place to wait for sheryl, fer and yvonne to get ready. In the meantime... me, joseph, oms, fungfung, daph and john had the chivas life. Half the bottle gone. Everyone was pumped. Had McDs and damn the Mcspicy was super SPICY MAN!!!! i like!!!!!.... its like the first tyme ever la... thaNX to oms mom for treatin us...lol =x

after dinner went straight to ATTICA and hehe... yeap... the night began... comments on ATTICA... kinda small the dance floor... but the burban coke was the bomb... i dunno if its burban coke or burban whisky but oh my... i got pumped... went to the dancefloor wif the guys for awhile...took alot of pics and had a fair tyme... 1 plus... we all left for MOS cos joseph wanted to go and yea... everybody wanted to go so nvm... y not... V.I.P list thanx to yvonne's cuz... reached MOS and thats where all the fun started... haha... vodka ribena was shared... MY LOVE and GIVE IT UP TO ME was played... how could i complain... =)

danced all the way till 3 plus... den went home... well i didnt go home of cos but the rest did... so yea... cool nite... hehe

after dat nite... i kinda disappeared from a few of my frens and im sori... and now im back... so yea... its been quite awhile since i came home too... mom didnt say anythin so i take it that she understands... sori for cancellin on you... ill make it up ya... =)

haven talked to her for quite awhile.
avoidance? anger? disappointment?
even wen i didnt do anythin wrong,
i just feel bumped...
naivity, soft hearted?...
maybe its just me...
but it describes me so well...
im proud dat i am wad i am now
cos no man and i mean no man,
can blanket patience all over himself like me
the hurt, the pain, nobody really can feel it
unless their me...

??? : "its amazing how a person can take so much... are you even human fiq?"

=) i bleed, i die... so yea...im human... im as human as you are...

nites eveybody... fiq's back so just gimme a call... promise to answer... =x