i wonder... will all the tides just stop... and people just realised what they have been doin instead of living underneath a facade of something glassed with false feelings and mechanic emotions...

wen will all the lies stop and u start living reality for a change...
choices are made in life... make it
instead of goin with the flow...
Fuck... go through it...
Only den will u realize wad im goin through
while youre out dere living it...
start thinking for a change.

times up.

errr...yea...wadever

in due time... everyone soon realizes that they go round and round either in circles or sometimes get way ahead of themselves and in the end... ironically; ends up in the same place;the beginning. That same beginning but instead having a different look... a different feel or somewhat a certain change that makes them stay (ironically also that its a change which is lacked in the first place...heh)... life i guess... its like it is... and often unintentional.

some people take months... some take years... in the end... it all ends wif a smile... hopefully mine will too... time will tell...

hope it wont b too late...
tempered grief and absolut ambiguity

sick

been down wif illness... darn... cant smoke... cant drink so much... its just sucky altogether...

but yea... no choice... so far holidays have been alright... reunion dinner was rather a ix of awesomeness and awkwardsness... heh... traditions are kinda fun... too bad deres no tiger... =x been kinda slow wif blogin lately... just lazy la... ive been comin home late like everyday... and drinkin everyday... ill b spendin such a life throughout 07-08 like dis... gonna have my own place soon... gonna miss my family...lol... i hope they will have a good life dere... =) we'll see if i get to stay in singapore cos i only got 1 year... i dont wanna go... but we'll see huh nic...=x

1 year... alot of things can happen... hope the tie will go for fiq dis tyme... meanwhile im gonna have a blast having my own place... my own car and my own bike... i freakin need to get a license... damn u tp...so long... but ouhwell... hope the guys can pass soon... so dey can drive me around..hehe...

a week more to bangkok... i wanna have a good tyme... i really need it... need to be a 100% in 7 days... to all... have a good lunar new year...=)

awkward thoughts... waitin for your sublime intervention...

devoured by your hatred... succumbed to a solitary sentence... flicked your flame away... but in the end... i got burned... cos i was reckless through narrowed thoughts... till the day i get awaken... i swear ill sleep it off...

let it slide i guess...

lagooned

welcomin february wif open arms... hell ive waited so long for you to come... =x heh

been a very tiring few days for me... overnight at neeks place was fun... haha... refuse to go anp at first but thanx to fer... -_- die die wanna go... me and nic bo bien

cds as usual... left early... den lagooned at east coast... bloody hell... freakin long walk from parkway la... but AT LEAST GOT ENTERTAINMENT...
everybody's excited bout the food and everythin... and ya... cant wait till next week...

COME BANGKOK COME... =)

MiSsIng EveRYthINg