im glad everythin is cleared now... whats done is done... theres no change to it... sadly it took us 2 years to really get over everythin... rumours, suspicions etc. 2 bloody long years and finally we can really talk about wad really happened...

i guess it was really important and im glad that u came to me for help... gave us the oppurtunity to really talk... i guess alot has happened in the past 2 to 3 years... and i guess deres no one to blame... everyone just went adrift and left things the way it was... waiting for things to come undone...

my advises...im sure u will take it... cos ive been through it already... im glad at least u've manage to salvage what u think u've already lost... im smiling for you... im glad... for me, theres nothin dat can b done... cos karma bit me... and damn it got me good

3 things u need to remember...rid of ur paranoia... rid of your ego... surrender urself... cos sometimes things just gets harder beyond expectations... im still waitin for more things to reveal for itself... as im awaitin that time... live your life the way u want to...

and theres one more thing i forgot to tell u if u ever read this... its important...

if the pain that youre feelin so strong,
is the reason that your holding on...

im sure you noe wad to do... if u dont... heh... i'll b glad to tell u