Accepttance....With Patience...Waitin

Todae... someone i hold dear is free... its somethin i have to live with... i love her and she asked me to let go... its wad she wants... and wad i feelis ryte... for now... ive never actually lost her... she will still be dere for me wen i need her...just... she wont b dere all the time... we are still close... but not a couple. Like my frens told me. Status aint everythin

If u really love her... u dont need to be together through status... she's still here... but not always.
Still love her... always missing her... i will always pray dat... if she really loves me... she will realise it... no status required... and she'll come back.

For now she needs freedom to do all the things she feels she needs to do... living lyfe while being free... which i understand and will always respect... i will always b dere for her... when she comes back... it will b in open arms... no matter wad... but all i want to noe for now is... if she still loves me?... since we didnt break on sour terms. Cos... i... love her

To Omar.Joseph.Fungwee.Winniefer and even Afandi... thanx for being dere for me... not forgettin Sheryl Yeo... =)

U guys are really dere for me... makin my load lesser and helping cope through dis challenge... dats ryte... its only a challenge... not the end of anythin... Jean will still b dere for me... but she just needs alot of space and time... till she comes back... i still have Her, Omar, Fungwee, Winniefer, Sheryl and Joseph.

I pray to God Almighty... dat if HE wans to challenge me... help me cope with it... assist me... through frens, family and even her... But if HE noes very well that i cant... Just take away my life and let me be closer to HIM. Cos i dun want to burden anybody in this world. Not my family, my frens and especially not her. I noe its just a test. To see if i really say wad i really mean to her. And if i was ever sincere.

To winniefer and affandi, you are just like the mirror of my relationship. I see alot of myself in Affandi. Sometimes we guys just want to b dere for them even wen its hard for us in certain situations. And we rarely spoke abt it. We just want to show how sincere and how pure our love is for our partner. I see my old self in Affandi really. We dont think much. We just b dere for them cos we love them alot. But we still need to understand dat our partners need the space to breathe. Letting them spend tyme wif thier frens wont hurt one bit cos they are sincere enuff to b wif u in the first place. Affandi, u are the luckiest guy on earth to be given such oppurtunity and chances by your partner. For me, its just one mistake and she left without even telling me about my mistake very early and got tired. She's right to leave me. m just not too lucky i guess...lol... give each other space and time cos we all have problems and things to settle individually. Cherish this relationship while its dere. Even for me, i still do... Cos She is the most amazing person ive ever met and be with... and for the girls, lol... dey just want to b dere for you...Yes irritating till you want to strangle yourself tymes 10 but... its sincerity and love at the end of the day. If u want space, talk to him abt it early... so he will understand... if he doesnt... GIV HIM MY PHONE NUMBER.... bloody hell.... lol

i love you, i love you all along.
i miss you... been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll b with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if i dun see you anymore...


At least she's still here for me... im thankful... and to my frens.... =) i love you all...